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| The Prophet Shirley Ujimori was inspired by the Holy Spirit to paint and draw the images seen below. | ||
| She has NO formal training or talent to create such images. All images were either a dream or a vision given by the Holy Spirit, and by the Spirits hand images were placed on canvas or paper and Prophet Shirley would, while consumed by the Holy Spirit, paint and draw. | ||
| Below are those images along with the actual dream or vision given for each along with appropriate titles. | ||
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Images: #1 King On The Cross #2 Chariot Of Fire #3 Divine Worship #4 Vision Of Mary #5 Battle In The Heavens #6 Naked Before God #7 Angels From Heaven Overview 1:The Providers 2:The Guides 3:The Guardians #8 Demons Of Hell Overview 1:The Trickster 2:The Oppressors 3:The Possessors #9 Out Of The Mud #10 Face to Face #11 The Rapture #12 Twin Towers Coming Soon: #13 Ark of The Covenant #14 Heavenly Fireball |
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"KING ON THE CROSS" Oil Painting
Visions
Received: ~1974 ~ ~September 1999~ ~ 2001 ~ ~ July 14, 2002 ~ ~ January 2003 ~ |
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In reflecting back on the first vision I remember that I was in the eighth grade at Waianae Intermediate School. It was a time when my life was not as happy as it could be for someone at my age, thirteen. Many things had to be done for my family. Times were hard and money was not easy to come by. I was having one of those “sad to be me” days. I remember climbing the mountain behind our home many times just to sit and play my flute to forget the cares of life for a moment. One day while I was playing I found myself strangely moved to stop playing and look toward the sky. It was almost as if I was going into a trance that I had no way of controlling. Suddenly I started to have a vision. I saw in front of me a man hanging on a cross. I can hear the wailing of cries surrounding me as the image started to consume me, as if pulling me into its existence. I started to look around and found myself included as part of the vision I was receiving. I looked at the people who were surrounding this cross. I saw many people making angry faces and yelling words I didn’t understand. It was as if they were speaking in a foreign language. I saw other people huddled together crying as they looked up at this man on the cross. I looked up at Him and He was staring down at me. It was as if He was calling to me in His pain. I started to cry and became afraid of what was happening—it was overwhelming. As I looked toward this man on the cross, I feared that I could not bear to look directly at Him, but I felt I had to look. I had to see. I was drawn to Him. I looked at His body and started to feel the hurt, the pain from the wounds. He was bleeding from many areas of His body, pieces of His flesh torn and ripped from the bone. I could not bear this sight; overwhelmed, I cried out with a loud voice and fell to my knees. Suddenly I found myself back on the mountain. I didn’t understand what had happened! It was so overpowering for me that just the remembrance of that vision over the years always brought a lump to my throat. I drew a picture of the vision just to try to get it out of my mind. |
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| Image #2 |
"CHARIOT OF FIRE" Oil Painting
Vision
Received: ~ June 28, 2003 ~ |
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this night I was on my computer playing solitaire when all of a sudden
I heard what sounded like a trumpet blast. I turned to my son who was
sitting next to me and asked him if he had heard the trumpet sound. He
said he didn’t know what I was talking about so I just dropped it.
Not five minutes later I heard it again. This time the sound was twice
as loud and I felt my son should have heard it. So I asked him again,
“Did you hear that trumpet blast?” He said no again! My heart sank inside of me because I had this feeling that
I was about to miss something. So I went quickly to my front door and
looked to the sky and started to cry! I couldn’t see anything, but I
felt I had missed something. I started to pray at my door, asking the
Lord, “Please don’t let it be now! Please don’t let it be now
because I am not ready!” I suddenly felt a calm come upon me and I
sat back down.
I could not concentrate anymore on my game because the trumpet
blast kept ringing in my head! So I went out on the lanai and sat
under the night sky. I remember that it was a clear night, not a cloud
in the sky. I sat down in a lawn chair and started to pour my heart
out to God about how scary it was to feel that I might have missed the
gathering of His saints.
It broke my heart that I felt that I was not ready, and I could not
stop the tears.
As I looked to the night sky I found myself being engulfed into
a vision. The night sky turned to a clear blue sky; no clouds were to
be seen. As I looked, I noticed that a far distance away I could see a
cloud forming and it appeared to be coming my way. As I watched, the
cloud got larger and larger. It seemed to be rolling toward me. Then
it happened! I saw what looked like the head of a horse coming from
the cloud! The horse was part of the cloud, yet it was not. As the
cloud got closer, another head of a horse slowly came out of the
cloud, bobbing up and down as if running. Then I saw flames of fire
just behind them as if they were a part of them. They kept running in
the cloud until their bodies emerged from it. I saw that the flames
were a part of their manes from the top of their heads running down
their backs. Next I saw what looked like cords attached to gold plates
that were on their faces; yet the ends of the cords were still behind
the cloud that rolled around them.
As the horses continued to emerge from the cloud I saw what
looked like a man’s arm holding the cords attached to the horses’
headgear. As the cloud rolled away from the horses their tails burned
with bright flames that lit the cloud with multiple colors. Then I
heard it, the sound that troubled my heart earlier—the sound of a
trumpet blast! And as the cloud cleared away from the horses and
rolled away from the arm of this man, I saw a bright red chariot with
the head of a lion attached to the front. The wheels were on fire, and
there upon that chariot was a messenger of God. In his right hand he
was holding a long trumpet with a white flag with a purple cross
blowing in the wind, and in his left hand he held the cords that drove
the horses. His white cape blew in the wind as he continued to blow
his trumpet. The trumpet sound was one that is made when royalty is
entering, yet it was disturbingly different somehow. He continued to
blow the trumpet until he flew right passed me. Then he was gone!
Abruptly, the day sky turned back to
night and the vision was gone! I was so overwhelmed by this vision
that I immediately sketched out what I saw and went into my room to
pray. I prayed that God would allow me to hear this sound again and
that the next time I would have a feeling of calm instead of regret.
That very night I had a dream. In this dream I could see myself
writing at a desk, but it was dark and I was writing by candlelight. I
heard the sound of that same trumpet blast again. I saw myself put
down my pen, look up, and say, “He is here; it is time!” When I
woke I remembered details in the dream well and realized that I looked
older than I was, perhaps in my fifties
but not older than sixty.
That happened in 2003 but it was not until 2006 that I was
moved to paint this image. I purchased the canvas and the colors of
paint, as I was lead by the Spirit. I first penciled out what I was
going to paint, and then I started painting. When I was almost done
with the chariot two images appeared before me on the canvas. To the
upper left of the canvas I noticed what looked like the image of
Christ with His arms stretched out. Then to the upper right an image
of a woman appeared: she looked like she was reading scrolls with her
hand covering her mouth. I quickly penciled in these images. Even
though the sky part of the painting had already been done, I
incorporated these new images and then set
about to paint the rest of the painting.
But when I started to paint the image of Christ, faces began to appear
behind Him in a cloud just over His right shoulder in the sky I had
just completed.
I could hear singing coming from these faces, and I could not
keep myself from penciling them into the clouds. As I started to paint
these faces, I realized that they were faces of Angels who seemed to
be there waiting. It was almost as if the out stretched arms of Christ
was holding the Angels back as they also invited me in. The Angels
seemed to be mingling with each other, and some of them looked as if
they were looking down through the clouds below them. I incorporated
these images into the painting, as I was lead by the Spirit of God to
do so. |
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| Image #3 |
"DIVINE WORSHIP" Oil Painting
Visions
Received: ~
January 3, 2003 ~ ~
March 23, 2003 ~ ~ August 2006 ~ |
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January 3, 2003 Vision ~ Pastel Drawing
I was in prayer when I had a vision. All of a sudden I saw blue and green flames consume a woman’s body! As I watched I could see her face looking toward the sky with hands lifted to heaven. That is when I noticed something was part of her body and the fire was coming from it. Part of the shape of her form was a burning altar in the middle of her belly. Then the vision was gone. As I sketched out what I had just seen I realized that the women on fire was really me and that I had left my body to see this vision. ~
March 23, 2003 Vision ~ Computer Generated Image
I was in prayer when suddenly a heart consumed by a blue flame appeared
before me. As I watched it got closer and closer to me as if it wanted
me to touch it. So I reached out and touched it. It was not hot but felt
very calming to my soul. Then it was gone. This image became the logo
for The Heart of Christ Church. ~
August 2006 Vision ~ |
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| Image #4 |
"Vision Of Mary" Pastel Drawing
Vision Received: ~ April 15, 2002 ~ |
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This evening I was had just finished praying and decided to read a bit before I retired for the night. While reading I started to feel myself going into a deep calm and I knew that a vision was coming. As I lay on the bed with my Bible propped on my legs, I noticed a figure standing at the foot of the bed. I put the Bible down and for a moment just stared at this figure before me.I thought to myself, “Who is this?” Then I noticed that she was crying. I sat up straight and watched as this woman turned and looked at me. I noticed that her eyes looked like she was full of sorrow. I could literally feel her sadness. Then she lifted her hands and covered her face as her crying became louder. I leaned forward and asked her, “Why are you crying?” But she did not answer. I reached out my hand toward her andasked again, “Why are you crying?” Again she did not answer. As I watched the image before me she started to transform into a white marble statue! Her hands were still on her face and the crying continued. I then said, “Mary, why are you crying?” Then it was as if my whole body became very stiff, and I fell backwards unto the bed. When my head hit the pillow the vision was gone. |
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"Battle In The Heavens" Pastel Drawing
Dream Received: ~ February 26, 2002 ~ |
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In this dream I found myself sitting in something that felt like mud. It was waist deep and I couldn’t seem to get myself out of it. Darkness surrounded me, and I couldn’t see any light anywhere.
Then it was as if someone turned a spotlight on me. I looked towards the light and was unable to see where it was coming from. All of a sudden I saw a hand reaching out toward me. I didn’t see who was reaching out to me, but I could see that this person was wearing a long-sleeved robe. I took the hand of this stranger, and by the strength in the hand I judged that a man was pulling me up out of the mud.
Instantly I found myself dressed in what looked like an ancient warrior outfit. I was holding a shield in my left hand and in my right hand I was holding a sword that was on fire. I looked around and saw many people lined up in one long line to my left and to my right, all dressed in the same outfit.Then I heard the sound of a loud voice; I didn’t know what he was saying but I felt it was time to run forward and fight. We all started to run forward, and as I looked I saw another army coming from behind a small hill. They were all dressed in black with swords and shields in hand running toward us! We were on this big empty field. We all started to fight, and I found myself swinging my sword, stabbing anything black that was in front of me. As I continued to swing the sword, I became aware that I was floating in mid-air as if on solid ground. I began running forward to fight along side those who are dressed like me! My shield was still in my left hand but my sword was now consumed in fire and I could fly, run on the clouds, and float in place—all while I was fighting these black shadows. |
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| Image # 6 |
"Naked Before God" Pastel Drawing
Vision Received: ~ November 2001 ~ |
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This day I was in prayer when all of a sudden I noticed that my room was filled with many colors. It was as if a rainbow surrounded me from a source that I could not pinpoint. When I looked in front of me the entire wall became a large stained glass window. There was no image or pattern to this glass wall, but it looked as if a large, bright light was shining from behind it and causing all these colors to shine into my room.
I felt a light breeze passed through the room, yet there were no windows or doors opened that could have caused this to happen. So I got up and started to look around but found nothing. I noticed that these colors were not limited to my room but radiated throughout my whole house! Amazed by this discovery, I turned and walked back into my room. There I saw that the stained glass wall was still before me; so I got on my knees to pray!
I heard a strong voice say to me, “When you come before Me your heart cannot hide. Before Me you are naked in all things and there is nothing that I cannot see in and of you.” When I looked at myself I was without clothing, naked before God, but I did not feel ashamed or embarrassed in any way. I felt very comfortable and yet very humbled by all that was happening. I felt a very intimate connection with God at that very moment, and it was as if my heart burned andyearned for more of this intimate feeling. I felt a strong love falling over me, consuming me to my core, and I could feel myself falling deeply in love with God. Then the vision was gone. That feeling of love that touched me to my core has stayed with me. I still feel it to this day! |
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"Angel From Heaven" Actual Digital Camera Images
~ A Visitation From Heaven ~ Digital Images Taken: ~ February 24, 2004 ~ |
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This was the day we decided to have our first campfire meeting with the youth. At the time I didn’t understand God’s plan because at our ministry I do not separate the youth from their parents.
God had told me that when we separate the family in church they become separated at home, but if you keep them together at church they will hear the same message from Him and will have a common ground to relate to at home. So having this campfire ministry did not make sense to me. However, I always follow what He says, and He said to do it.
That night we had about eight teenagers and four younger children come to partake of the message. There was nothing special about this night. There was a clear sky and I decided to have this fireside meeting in the yard behind the sanctuary. We dug a small pit and put the belly of a hibachi into the ground and made a fire. I remember that I had all the lights turned off and my neighbors at that time were not home, so there were no lights on at their house. The only light for the meeting came from the fire. I started to minister to the youth by talking about releasing our worries into the hand of God. As we sat around the fire one of the mothers who came to help asked if she could take pictures to help us all remember our first campfire meeting. I thought it was a wonderful idea. She waited till it was totally dark, then snapped pictures at will.
When the meeting was over I took the camera into the house to unload the pictures onto my computer to post on our website. I could not believe what I was looking at! Actual images of God’s heavenly angels were caught on these digital images! I was floored! What was God doing? What was God saying to me? I could not understand, but I received it as a blessing for the world. These pictures are the actual images of our meeting that night. In some of them, I have enlarged the image of the angels to show more details. As I prayed about their appearance, He revealed to me their purpose in our lives and how they work to help us find our way to Him. They come in many different forms, but the following pages contain the ones that God has shown to me. |
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When you closely examine the pictures of His heavenly beings that God has allowed me to share with the world, it really makes you think as to what this is all about. I remember when my ministry first started I would see angels all over the place, and I still do. I would tell everyone what I was seeing and what it was about. But it got to a point in my walk that I wanted to somehow prove what God was showing me. That’s when I would ask God in my prayers to allow the people to see what I was seeing. I was hoping that He would open the eyes of the people here in this ministry, and that they would see the angels that I was professing to see. I used to reason with God that it was no good for anyone if I confessed to be seeing angels when no one else could see them. So I begged God to allow this to happen to prove that what I was saying was true. But it was not God’s plan to do it the way that I thought would be best. After I viewed these pictures I realized that I had been professing to too small a group of people. I had been asking only for this ministry to see the angels, but God desires for the world to see them.
He gave me these pictures so that even those who did not believe in Him would see that His realm is real—that there IS a heaven and that if they can see heavenly beings then there must also be a demonic realm. We have many pictures of demons floating all over the world and yet we don’t realize that is what they are. They are seen in pictures as ghosts or familiar spirits that we perceive to be the dead walking. These familiar spirits are demons in disguise to fool the minds of men intothinking that the dead walk the earth! I tell you that God knows what He is doing, and when someone passes away his or her fate has been sealed! God is not one who cannot make up His mind as to where a soul belongs.
We have to start looking at what the Word says about this. Luke 16:19-31 says, “There was a certain rich man who was clothed in purple and fine linen and fared sumptuously every day. But there was a certain beggar named Lazarus, full of sores, who was laid at his gate, desiring to be fed with the crumbs which fell from the rich man’s table. Moreover the dogs came and licked his sores. So it was that the beggar died, and was carried by the angels to Abraham’s bosom. The rich man also died and was buried. And being in torments in Hades, he lifted up his eyes and saw Abraham afar off, and Lazarus in his bosom. “Then he cried and said, ‘Father Abraham, have mercy on me, and send Lazarus that he may dip the tip of his finger in water and cool my tongue; for I am tormented in this flame.’ But Abraham said, ‘Son, remember that in your lifetime you received your good things, and likewise Lazarus evil things; but now he is comforted and you are tormented. And besides all this, between us and you there is a great gulf fixed, so that those who want to pass from here to you cannot, nor can those from there pass to us.’ “Then he said, ‘I beg you therefore, father, that you would send him to my father’s house, for I have five brothers, that he may testify to them, lest they also come to thisplace of torment.’ Abraham said to him, ‘They have Moses and the prophets; let them hear them.’ And he said, ‘No, father Abraham; but if one goes to them from the dead, they will repent.’ But he said to him, ‘If they do not hear Moses and the prophets, neither will they be persuaded though one rise from the dead.’”
God places everyone where they belong, so He would not be merciful if he allowed anyone to be tormented by the fact that they belonged in a state of limbo. It is time for us to stop believing in these familiar spirits that act like the loved ones that we have lost and start to call them what they are and cast them out of our presence. Don’t be fooled by these spirits: God would not be God if He tricked the minds of men into fearing the dead walking the earth. There is a real heaven and a real hell, and one day we too shall be placed where we belong! Accordingly, why not look at what you have been doing in your life and start to make your place in the kingdom of heaven! Start to open your heart to the fact that God is all seeing and all knowing and that He has made provisions for you. If you refuse to accept this fact after all that you have read and seen in this book, then your life is in your own hands! You have chosen to stand alone in this life, and all God and His angelic beings can do is watch from afar because they will not go against to will of men! |
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| 1: | "The Providers" ~ Path Makers & Coverings | |
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The Providers’ Purpose Providers are the first angels to come into a person’s life from the day they are born. Their purpose is to watch over us until we become more aware of our accountability to God or we start to seek after God. They are the pillar of fire, the light in the darkness, and the protectors in times oftrouble against the attempts of the adversaries. The Providers are the ones who counteract the plans of the Trickster demon when he starts to show his ugly head in our lives. Sometimes we will see the Provider as a funnel or pillar, a wall, or even a sphere of fire, but always in a bright light of spirit.
Exodus 13:21-22 says, “ And the LORD went before them by day in a pillar of cloud, to lead them the way;and by night in a pillar of fire, to give them light; so as to go by day and night. He did not take away the pillar of cloud by day or the pillar of fire by night from before the people.”
The Provider’s purpose is to give us light to walk through a life that has yet to perceive the light of God. They cannot speak to us to deliver messages because our free will is being shaped; all they can do is guide and lead us in ways that direct our path toward the promise land. The Providers cannot go against the will of men but will lay things before us to help us make better choices or to at least give us another option for our life walk. They are the opposites of the Tricksters, and their power comes from the consciousness of goodness and love. They are always around us but are only as close as we allow them to be. Some people believe that they are answer givers, but God will not allow any spiritual being, whether angelic or demonic, to make a choice for someone unless that person has chosen to surrender their will to that spirit. People sell their souls to the devil—surrender their will to Satan’s will—to receive immediate gratification for the lust of the heart. Some people will give their heart completely to God for His service with the intention of receiving nothing.
The Providers are always watching over you, but if you refuse their leadings and choose to follow your own lust, it will be the Trickster who will step forward and this Provider from God will have to take a second seat to the powers of Satan. Satan then will pretend to play the Provider role until you start to see things his way; then he will lead you right into his arms. His minions disguise themselves as children of light and love until their hold is firm. They will then reveal themselves when you have put your trust in a false spirit. The Providers can only stand at a distance and watch until you make a conscious decision to embrace love again. They are here to provide, protect, and to serve, and that is their whole purpose with you—to open doors of choices, to protect you from mishaps by leading you away from danger, and to bring forth the comfort and encouragement you need to continue forward down a path of righteousness. When the Providers are strong in your life, there is no room for the Trickster to get in. |
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| 2: | "The Guides" ~ Guiding Lights | |
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Purpose of Guides Guides come into play when we have made a choice to walk with good morals and righteousness. They guide us down the path of righteousness in order to lead us into the kingdom of God. They, unlike the Providers, can deliver messages from God. A Guide points out the good things in others and in us so that the Oppressor cannot take hold of our mind. They give us another way to look at things, think about things, and feel toward people so that burdens are lifted from our heart. Their name says it all and their purpose is very important concerning where God is taking us. They work hand in hand with the Providers because as people get older they are diverted by the cares of the world, and not all those diversions follow the path of God. So Guides can only deliver the messages allowed according to the openness of a person’s heart, and the Providers continue to provide. We sometimes make their job very hard because we hang on to past issues. We sometimes react to situations as if we are children who don’t know better. In situations like this Guides can only intervene in the manner according to the acts of the person. In others words if you act like a child, they have to treat you like a child, but if you act in a mature fashion they can treat you as a mature individual and may be able to accomplish more for you.
I find it amazing that we expect God to use His heavenly beings for our good, but we refuse to grow up and be worthy of that guidance. Guides work hard to lead us on a path that will bring much joy and happiness to our lives, and we should all recognize and appreciate this fact. However if we continue to go contrary to what they are trying to do for us, we are limiting their ability to influence and guide us and may be opening the door to the adversaries’ influence and powers. There is spiritual warfare out there, and we need to start recognizing how God is trying to help us. Guides, along with Providers, are a powerful force whose sole purpose is our well being. They desire only the best for us and for our future, and they will do all in their power to accomplish this purpose. They love us as much as God loves us! They are amazed and bewildered by us because they sometimes cannot understand why we do what we do. But they do understand that we do not see what they see, and it makes them want to help us all the more.
So, when you are in prayer show your gratitude by thanking God for the angels that work so hard to watch over you daily. Let God know that you appreciate these constant overseers in your life and ask Him to endow them with all that they need to watch over you because you know how much trouble you have put them through! |
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| 3: | "The Guardians" ~ Protectors | |
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Purpose Of Guardians Guardians are the warriors, guides, messengers, and protectors from God! They can do it all! Since they are the most powerful beings in the heavenly realm, they are the ones who fight the greater powers of Satan. If you have read the Bible verses about the angels who came to deliver messages to God’s prophets, you will find that they were these types of angels. They come into play when a man is surrendered to God. They are assigned for duty situation by situation. I remember one particular period of time when God was giving me many messages to deliver to people. One morning just as I was waking up, I could hear angels talking around me. They were checking in with each other to make sure that all was well before they changed positions. It was the changing of the guards! I even remember hearing one of their names; the one that stayed by me through the night was called Geeromae – Gee-ro-may. He was the guardian assigned to me for a time until the task that God had for me changed. When the task changed the guardian changed.They seem to be the protectors and keepers of the word of God, and the stronger the message to be delivered or the more difficult the task to be completed, the stronger the powers that stands beside you. They come with the intention of protecting the carrier of the word, and they will fight to the end for the one that God has chosen.
Guardians come forth stronger when the word of God becomes more alive in you. They are eager to serve for the glory of God and will intercede without hesitation for that glory to come forth through you. They desire for God’s will to be done and will stop at nothing to see it come to its fullest. These guardians take on the power of the Possessors, forcing them to release their hold on God’s people when they cry out for help. They help God keep order in the spiritual realm as much as possible by overseeing the works of both realms, causing Satan’s powers to abide by the will of men because sometimes they just won’t allow one of God’s children to be free no matter how much they cry out to God! They will hold on to men until they are forced by the guardians to let go. Guardians work hard for the kingdom of heaven with all their hearts. Most of all, they love to see mankind recognize the Lamb as Lord! For all that they do they do it for Him! And when one of God’s people does all things in His name, they are empowered by that love.
Guardians are always around and will intervene when necessary for the one’s life when God directs them to do so. They deliver messages of hope to those awaiting answers from God, and they protect the messenger of His word until the message is delivered to His people Many people have spoken of seeing angels at times of trouble or when they are near death; these are they. They bring comfort and light in times of darkness and will speak verbally when allowed by God. With Guardians around and knowing that they are there for our good, shouldn’t we start to look closer at what God is doing in our lives? |
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| Image #8 |
"Demons Of Hell" Pastel Drawings
Visitation To Hell ~ March 2003 ~ |
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~ March 2003 Visitation ~ I remember this night well. I had just finished praying and was getting ready for bed. I had not lain down for more than five minutes when I heard a voice softly speak, “Come with me.” I sat up and took a good look around the room. I could not see anyone or anything unusual in my room. I felt that maybe it was my imagination or maybe one of my kids talking, but I did not hear anything else. So I lay back down and began to fall asleep. Then I heard it again, “ Come with me.” That time I heard it very clearly and got out of bed. I fell on my knees and started to pray. Abruptly a bright light appeared in my room. Standing before me was a mighty angel of God.My eyes were blinded at first, but as I watched I could see him very clearly. He was tall in stature, towering over me. His facial appearance and expression was inviting and trusting all at the same time. I felt no fear in my heart but a strong knowing in my spirit as if I had meet this angel before. He held out his hand to me and said, “Come with me.”
So I took his hand and stood up, finding myself only as tall as his waist. Suddenly I could feel myself being lifted as if my spirit was leaving my body. I have had these experiences before so I was not fearful of what might happen next. There was a calming feeling that fell upon me, and it took away any fear I may have had. I felt myself stand up and found that I was not on solid ground. I was floating above myself. I could see myself still on my knees praying, yet I knew I was going somewhere with this angel. I remember that it became very dark. My hand was still in the hand of this angel, and I could feel him moving me forward. A cold chill surrounded me as I came to a stop. My feet felt that they were on solid ground, yet my eyes could not see beyond this darkness. Sounds started to surround me in this darkness. I could hear the sounds of screams, crying, and wailing of voices unfamiliar to me. I started to think, “Where am I?” Then, as the sounds got louder, my vision cleared as if I was coming out of a fog. As the moments passed I came to realize where I was. I was in Hell! My heart started to wrench; I could barely stand what I was hearing.
Then I became aware that I was hiding in a crevasse of a cave that looked like a vertical shaft. There was a great glow that came from below, and it lighted everything below and above me for some distance. All I could see were demons! Hundreds, if not thousands of them, were climbing the walls, floating in mid-air, leaping from side to side, and flying past me. But all of them were going upward as if leaving that great glow from below. Then, the angel started to point at certain demons without speaking a word, but I knew the message he was conveying about them. Then it happened; this one demon shaped something like a jellybean was floating around in a spiral moving upward. But as it passed me, it stopped and came back to rest right in front of me. There was no face to this demon when it first stopped, but suddenly it opened its one large eye that was in the center of its body. It stared at me as it floated in front of me. In one quick move, four long, skinny arms with hands on the end of each one shot out from behind him, and I sensed it was going to grab me. Then he looked to my left, and I realized it was now looking at the angel that was standing beside me. It glanced back at me, folded its arms back in place, closed its eye, and continued to float up and away from me.
The angel took my hand, and we started to ascend through the shaft with the demons. They seemed to be unaware of our presence, and I took note as to what type of demons I was seeing. I felt that knowledge was being poured into me as I looked at these demons. I then looked below me as we floated upward and I saw a great fire burning, but I could not see where the sounds of wailing were coming from. I ascended back into darkness as when we first entered. Suddenly, I was back in my room on my knees praying, just as I had been before the vision. Although I could no longer see the angel, I could hear him say, “Tell the people, they are being released to destroy. They will cause many to fall away from their faith and become lost in their own lust. Tell them what you have seen and heard and show them what you have been given.” I immediately took out my sketchbook and drew out the demons while they were still vivid in my mind. The angel had given me knowledge about these three demons and where in Satan’s realm they work. These demons represent the three areas of power that Satan uses individually and collectively to destroy God’s people. These are not all the demons that I saw, but they work within the areas of his realm. Each area has a purpose that brings forth the rest. |
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The demonic realm only has power if you give it power. The power of God abides in all men whether saved or unsaved, but it is only when true love for others comes forth that we may be free. Demonic presences are getting stronger upon this earth, and unless we start to take hold of our own lives, Satan will always find a way to enter in. We give too much power to the demonic realm when we start to doubt our truth. Contradicting yourself only puts divisions in your heart and mind. Believing in a truth is better than not believing in any truth. When you are in despair and woe, it will be the truth in your heart that will set you free. Demonic principalities and powers have a job to do, and you are the focus of their mission. Now is the time for people to start looking inward for strength instead of outward at circumstances and there they will find truth. The power to heal yourself is stronger than you know, and if you will trust in that power, your life will be better than what it is this day. Depending on others to deliver you can only happen if you are willing to turn all resolve over to another.
Many people have come through this ministry seeking healing for body, mind, and Sprit, and I will do what is right concerning them according to what God requires of me. But I have, at times, not laid my hands to pray for someone because they have not chosen to separate themselves from whatever it is that keeps them where they are. A person must be willing to commit to the choice that they are about to make to be free and not use the healers of God to receive a moment of relief. If a person’s intention is just for momentary deliverance, you can be assured that the moment will past quickly, and they will be worse off than when they first started.
We must start to understand and embrace the healing power of God within and stop seeking outside means for help. But we must also know that if life seems too hard for us to bear, then by all means, we must get the help that we need! We must stop complaining about falling apart and show the world who we are; we must stand up and become the testimony of deliverance. God is there for us when we call out to Him, but if going to someone for prayer is just not your style, or you just can’t get yourself to share your problems and concerns, humbly fall on your face and cry out to Him! Just as He saved me from the pit of darkness, He will save you; He is waiting for you to call out His name, Jesus Christ, and believe me, He will answer in one way or another! |
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| 1: | "The Trickster" ~ Trouble Makers | |
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The Trickster’s Purpose This is the name that I heard in my spirit while I was watching the demons rise out of hell. The Trickster is always the first to come forth in the plan of destruction. It is the one that causes bad things to happen to people, making it seem as if they are having a streak of misfortunes. It plays tricks on people’s minds and spirits to cause them to think that they are going through a “bad luck” or “bad day” period. It causes people to trip and fall, lose things of importance or necessity, cause misunderstandings, and make things happen that would cause them to feel unhappy with themselves or others. It plays tricks! And if it can get you to start thinking that you are a victim of circumstances, it has done his job well. It wants people to think lowly of themselves. It makes them do so by playing on their superstitious beliefs and causes self-doubt to rise up in the hearts of men. If it can get them to see themselves, as he desires them to see themselves, it has opened the way for its companions to take hold. This area of Satan’s realm is the greatest part of his work because if it can cause you to look at self and away from God: then the tricks can begin.
In God’s word, Christ said in John 10:10, “The thief does not come except to steal, and to kill, and to destroy.”
And would you believe it! That is in the exact order that things occur! Satan uses the Trickster to steal your thoughts about God away from Him and causes you to think about yourself. If someone continues to think that he is falling into misfortune, his thoughts are no longer about what God can do. Images of God leading the way to happiness become strained and tried, forcing a person into making a choice. If a person chooses to fall into the woes of misfortune, then the Trickster has done his job well! It starts to feel like a dark cloud is looming over your head and deliveries of good fortunes and blessings are being hindered. Satan understands that the only thing that can keep you away from God is the negative thoughts that you have of yourself. He knows that the mind is a powerful weapon both for God and against Him. Subsequently, moving your thoughts away from God will cause the heart to follow.
Taking your focus off God can start you on a downward spiral that will ensnare you in Satan’s will. We must realize that unfortunate things happen to all people, but only the thoughts that you have of yourself and about who God is will help you realize that this too shall pass. Being too focused on misfortune robs you of your joy and happiness; therefore, standing on a strong foundation of truth in your heart will allow the misfortunes of life to come without affecting the foundation of your truth! In these days and times it seems that misfortune, anguish, and woes are surrounding us, but we must know and live by the fact that life is a joy to live in spite of what circumstances may throw at us. If you look toward God and keep your focus on Him, the Trickster will not be able to steal your heart away. |
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| 2: | "The Oppressors" ~ Burden Layers | |
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The Oppressor’s Purpose The Oppressor is the killer of dreams! When the Trickster has done his job well and you are preoccupied with your own issues, the Oppressor kicks in. It doesn’t mean that the Trickster has stopped working in your life; oh no, it continues to try to divert your attention away from God till the end. The Oppressor is the demon that came to rest in front of me in my vision. What it does is this: when you are concerned with misfortunes, it will attach itself to you by wrapping its arms around you and putting weight on your heart. But we must understand that it cannot come forth unless we accept misfortune as a personal attack on our being.
Its whole purpose is to weigh you down and consume you with a “nothing is going right in my life” attitude. The Trickster’s purpose is just to get your thought away from God and on self. The Oppressor then does what its name implies it does: it brings forth oppressive feelings and thoughts. It is the one that brings depression and doubt and starts to cause your once sensitive heart to become hardened towards others. Its weight is greatest upon those who feel that they carry the world upon their shoulders. They allow issues of others to seemingly become theirs, and they find that shaking off the Oppressor is a hard thing to do.
If it can get you to fall into darkness by making you think you are worthless to the world, to people, and to yourself, it can weigh you down and pull you into the pit from which it came. Because of this weight, people will allow their dreams to be destroyed! The directions and goals that you once planned for your life suddenly become just dust in the wind and all joy in aspiring to succeed in this world becomes a pipedream. When it does its job well, it kills all thoughts and desires of achieving in this world. Soon you find yourself wondering if you will ever amount to anything. Doubts and fear of the future start to rise up and all hopes and dreams vanish.
The Oppressor’s greatest tool against the spirit is depression! Depression is dark and deep and can cause all voices of hope to not be heard. You find yourself thinking about your woes, your sorrows, your unhappiness, your worthlessness, your loneliness, your ugliness, your pitiful life, and how your life means nothing to you or to others. This is the start of total blindness because that dark cloud that once loomed over your head is now a part of your life, and the light that used to be so clear and bright has become dull and dim to your soul. If you find yourself feeling like this, you know what you are up against, and the only way to get out of it is to stand up and be counted as a vital ingredient in the happiness of others. When you start to put others before yourself in spite of your depression, the hold that the Oppressor has on you will vanish because its only hold on a person is the thing that it has laid upon you. Your softened heart towards others will cause the light of hope to shine again, and the grip of the Oppressor will loosen and the freedom that once was fading away will start to grow bright. And the joy of life will bring back to life those things that once died. |
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| 3: | "The Possessor" ~ Soul Destroyers | |
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The Possessor’s Purpose Unfortunately, I have seen this demon more times then I would like to admit. It is the one who comes to destroy! Once the Trickster has taken hold of our thoughts and the Oppressor has taken hold of our heart, The Possessor shows up to posses what is left of us. Demonic possession comes at this level and puts us into a place that I call “the pit.” In this pit there is no way out! “Rock bottom” is another good name for it, and many people know what it is like to hit that bottom! At one time in my life, before I was saved, I was in the pit of darkness, imprisoned by the walls that were fast closing in, and the only way out was to leave this world! Suicide abides here at the deepest level of the pit. People can’t seem to see any light at the end of the tunnel and it seems to them that only way to get far from here and find peace is in death. I know that we all have encountered many friends and family members who have fallen in this pit of despair, and were feeling they could not find their way out. Sometimes feeling helpless because someone is in the pit can cause another to fall into it also. But trying to help a brother who is lost does not have to be burdensome at all. God works to intercede through the prayers of those who care.
The Possessor is what he is! His job is to possess the empty shell that is left because there is no spirit within. The spirit that once knew right from wrong, good from evil, is nowhere to be found, and the mind and heart is void of any signs of true happiness. People tend to cover or mask this through deceptive means. It is part of the Possessor’s job to deceive those who are close to the person at rock bottom so that they will not catch on to what it is doing. I have stood in both places at one time in my life, being the one feeling helpless to prevent the suicide of my brother and being one possessed by darkness, feeling that life for others would be better without me. The Possessor is the last of the three demons to show up, but surprisingly it is also the easiest to overcome! When a person realizes they have hit bottom, freedom begins, that is if they truthfully can say within themselves that the only way out is up, not death.
The Possessor works hand in hand with the Trickster and the Oppressor. It needs for them to continue their work in case their victim begins to realize he can get out. By continuing to burden a person with thoughts of depression, doubt, and fear, and causing issues to become overwhelming, it is attempting to ensure they will never see the light. By keeping them in darkness, it can talk to them and convince them of things that are not true. Some of these lies are that nobody loves them and thisworld, their family, and their friends would be better off without them. Another lie is that God doesn’t care about them and there is no salvation for them. The Possessor uses their own state of mind against them by telling them that their life proves they are just no good for anyone to love.” And they, in their hour of darkness, stumble right into this pit of hell, and the lies are accepted as truth.
In this state of mind people tend to see a lot of dark shadows looming around them and they hear voices talking against them. We must start to understand that when people fall into a state like this, they tend to do desperate things. They also do to others as the demons are doing tothem. They may steal, they may kill, and they even may seek to destroy others’ lives, but it doesn’t mean that they are conscientiously aware of what they are doing: they are just desperate for help and don’t know how to get it. Some people may end up in prison for criminal behavior that seems to be far from what is expected from people of their character. They have been deceived into thinking that they need to do certain things to be set free from what they are facing because the burden is just to great to bear. How do you help someone who falls into a place like this when the Possessor has such a strong hold upon them? It all starts when we cry out on their behalf. When people are lost like this they don’t know what to do, or when they are doing something wrong, even why they are doing it. It is only through the hearts of those who love them and understand what they are going through that they can be set free. Interceding in prayer gives power to the Heavenly One that we are turning to for their deliverance.God does not go against the will of man but makes a way for them to find their own way out. The choice to take God’s way out or not falls upon those who need to decide for themselvesif they want to be free or not. Can a man be delivered even if he doesn’t call on the name of the Lord? OF COURSE!
In His word, Matthew 8:28-32 says, When He had come to the other side, to the country of the Gergesenes there met Him two demon-possessed men, coming out of the tombs, exceedingly fierce, so that no one could pass that way. And suddenly they cried out, saying, “What have we to do with You, Jesus, You Son of God? Have You come here to torment us before the time?” Now a good way off from them there was a herd of many swine feeding. So the demons begged Him, saying, “If You cast us out, permit us to go away into the herd of swine.” And He said to them, “Go.” So when they had come out, they went into the herd of swine. And suddenly the whole herd of swine ran violently down the steep place into the sea, and perished in the water.
Why did these demons allow the men they had possessed to come out of their tomb if they knew that Jesus could cast them out? The basic reason is that people bring others for deliverance, and sometimes they get delivered, and sometimes they don’t. But I have thought about those demons having an awareness of who Christ was and that it seems self-destructive for them to come face to face with Him. I asked myself, What makes them come out? What are these demons thinking? Then God reminded me of what I had gone through. I had been in that same place, possessed by demons and in total darkness. One night, I had come to the conclusion that life would be better for my children, my family, and my friends if I weren’t around. So the night that I had determined would be the night of freedom, I drank myself blind! I had a good feeling about this decision, but little did I know that it was all a lie. When I was about ready to do what I had planned to do, my phone rang. It seemed odd because everything that was happening to me drove everyone away. No one was ever calling me to see how I was doing. But I picked up the phone anyway. There on the other end of the line was a friend I had known for about three years. When I heard his voice, I sensed that something was terribly wrong, and I became concerned. He started saying the very things that I had said to myself: that life was not worth living anymore, and that everyone would be happier with him gone. I found myself contradicting him. I started to tell him that life was worth living in spite of what we were facing and that even if people couldn’t see the good in us right now, there was a lot of good yet to come. I told him that he needed to take some time and look at what was going on and to embrace his life and live it from this day forward without regret! I told him that I cared even if no one else did and that I would talk to him in the morning. When I got off the phone, I realized that I was totally sober and the thoughts that I had of leaving this world were far from my heart. I broke down and cried!
What had stopped me from doing what I thought I had resolved to do? During the whole week that followed, I asked myself this question over and over, and each time I did I cried like a baby. When God had reminded me of this dark time in my life, I knew that it was not in a formal Christian relationship of knowing God that had set me free, but it was His love and understanding that brought His grace through other means. I found that even if I did not consciously cry out to God, He still knew me and what was in my heart, and that He used the love that was buried so deep in darkness inside me to help another and at the same time, set me free! Just because I didn’t know Him didn’t mean that He would allow me to die in my darkness. He tries to help us without overtly helping us. He allowed what was natural in me to rise up. Because He knew that I would not leave a friend in need, He sent someone who needed care. I didn’t cry out to God, I didn’t know His name, but He heard the cry of my soul from that dark pit, and He used what was in me to help set me free.
The demon-possessed men who met Jesus at the tombs came out because the souls of these men were crying to be set free, and the Possessor cannot go against the will of men! If they want to be free, God will show up at the right time and at the right moment with the right help that we desperately need. He set those men free not because He called those demons out, but because their souls knew what they needed; and those demons had to face the truth and leave these men. We have to look beyond the issues of our brothers to understand what they may be facing, and when we do so, the Possessor can no longer claim this soul as won for Satan, but has to release his grip so the light can come in. |
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"Out Of The Mud" Oil Painting
Dream Received ~ March 13, 2002 ~ |
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"Face To Face" Oil Painting
Dream Received: ~ March 25, 2004 ~ |
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"The Rapture" Oil Painting
Visions Received: ~ 1972 ~ ~ 2006 ~ |
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"Twin Towers" Pastel Drawing |
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Vision Received ~ May 10, 1998 ~
Dream Received ~ June 11, 1998 ~ |
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